The one that told the both of us he doesn't like me. The same one who supported his fiance when she stabbed my husband and myself in the back. It's not that bad, but they compeltely alienated us. Anyway, went to the mall, and on the way there I rocked out to a new cd, and was happy feeling and felt confident as I drove. But when I got there and walked around, I started feeling more alone and invisible. I felt like everyone saw me and thought "ew" and then ignored me so as not to draw attention. I felt like I was walking in a veiled bubble or something. Got sidetracked and went to Target. I ended up buying salt and pepper shakers. I dont need them. I always end up seeing really cute things, and wanting to buy them, and then looking closer and finding out that they are salt and pepper shakers. We have a bunch. My husband is annoyed by it, you can tell. I try to find cute things to make me feel happy, I think. I think I am getting sick. Again. I have my fourth or fifth sore throat of the year. I HATE being sick. No shit right? Everyone hates being sick, but I talk a lot at work, and it is rough. Plus it makes me feel worse when I work, because I can not work very hard and dont want to get fired. Then again, I do really want a new job, but I do not want to train again, or be the new kid again, or be the "I have only worked here a month" person again. Oh well. Have you heard of pizza beer? It sounds delicious or disgusting.. I am not sure. I know I would try it.
So, I think I am going to go, because I have been drinking. My pains are all numbed, but I am numby. It is nice. (I have to work tomorrow, it is not that nice, haha)
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Yeah, he had to go to Idaho and complained the whole time about how shitty it was. I don't ever want to be in a rural place-EVER. City girl for life!! He IS hot, it's ridiculous, actually. They are supposed to get back into Maryland today, so I'm excited. Anyways, yeah, Simon Pegg is the best. I think he's adorable and British, and has red hair, all good things haha. Carmin got me the first Kills cd off of Itunes, so that's awesome, of course I would still buy it if I could find it for the booklet and that. I always get in some sort of trance in Target and end up buying superfluous shit and experience "lost time", usually around 2 hours haha! I've had pain from my wisdom teeth this week and now one of my lymph nodes is swollen and is killing me!! Sore throats suck.
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